My work delves into the complex dynamics of how heteronormative society constantly surveils and scrutinises the queer community. It revolves around the fixation of perceiving queerness solely through a sexual lens. Through my work, I strive to reclaim and re-contextualise what I term the "straight gaze" and turn it back upon itself in a pointed critique with accusatory power. This self-portrait unfolds in a provocative manner, employing fake blood as a symbol to represent the fetishisation and weaponisation of queer sexuality. As the fake blood sensually spreads across my face, neck, and shoulders, it serves as both a metaphor and a visceral representation of the harmful misconceptions surrounding queer desires. One of the most critical elements of this piece is the unbreaking eye contact I maintain with the audience, creating an intimate yet uncomfortable proximity. This deliberate act serves as a means of reclaiming the heteronormative gaze and directing it back upon spectators, forcing them to confront their preconceived notions and biases. By the end of the work, when I am covered with fake blood, an accusation is posed at the viewer, that is: your gaze has obscured the truth.
Artwork medium: Video/time-based artwork, Blackmagic Pocket, Adobe Premiere Pro